Thursday, January 25, 2018

Lines

As I sit in the early morning quiet
Drinking my tea and pondering life
My face in the window across from me catches my eye.
The windows in this house serve as mirrors.
This mirror is too good.
I see the beginnings of lines on my face.
How is that possible?
I have heard their presence just means you have spent a lot of time laughing
Hmm.
We’ll go with that.
But since I am in a thoughtful mood as the sky turns pink and the birds start chirping,
I consider some other lines in my life.
I think of the lines across the sky I have made
Leaving loved ones and comng back to them, repeat cycle.
So many emotions in those lines.
I think of the lines I have crossed.
Some lines are not meant to be crossed, others are made to be crossed,
It seems part of wisdom is discerning the two.
Lastly I think of the lines I myself have drawn in the figurative sand.
“This far and no further.”
Famous words, good words, so I use them.
The sun is peaking over the roof of the house across the yard, my contemplative state is fast departing
In its place I begin to think about breakfast.


Saturday, August 5, 2017

Books and youtube channel faves



I haven’t done one of these in a long time! It is a little different this time, instead of only books, I threw in a couple YouTube channels I watch in here just to change it up. I know I am always appreciative of good tips for new things to read or watch or listen to- so here are some of mine!

The Kennedy Stern series by Alana Terry- Alana Terry is a new favorite author of mine! This protagonist is a missionary kid returning to the states for university, she gets tangled up in mysteries and dilemmas as she settles into life in the states. She also grapples with lots of questions about American culture that we as believers should be thinking about. Terry does a great job of expressing different sides of each issue but not giving a specific answer to the question. The books were hard for me to put down, they are page-turners!

The Great Divorce by C.S. Lewis- Brittany recommended this one to me, I am glad she did! C.S. Lewis really was a genius. He made me think about my faith and my doubts and how I present the Gospel to those in my life, all with a fairly short, engaging, beautiful story.

The Bible Project YouTube channel- These guys create videos giving teaching on God’s Word in an approachable and engaging way. They have videos on every book of the Bible, as well as videos on the different literacy styles, different themes in the Bible, and more. The videos are generally 5-15 minutes long. https://www.youtube.com/user/jointhebibleproject

Dear Mr. Darcy by Katherine Reay- This is not in fact a regency love story. If you have read Daddy Long- Legs, it is a modern-day telling of that story. But it has deep elements exploring the main character’s growth, processing through trauma and letting healing into her life. Also, Katherine Reay is one of these authors who name-drops other good books throughout her book, and I always love that. https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B010R8UXKQ/ref=kinw_myk_ro_title

Lutheran Satire YouTube channel- Best known for their St. Patrick’s bad analogy video (if you just watch one, I recommend that one), this channel is always good for a laugh, if you like satire about church history/theological issues in rather poorly made videos, which just adds to the charm for me I guess. https://www.youtube.com/user/TheLutheranSatire

The Great Big Pressure Cooker Book: 500 Easy Recipes for Every Machine, Both Stovetop and Electric by Bruce Weinstein and Mark Scarbrough- Between this book and Pinterest, I have been trying a lot of things in my pressure cooker and I just love it! I guess in America we don’t think about how much gas or electricity we use to cook, but here the pressure cooker helps my gas bottle last much longer with way shorter cook times. I also love the whole just one pot to wash aspect, and it is apparently a healthier method of cooking vegetables too.

Cries of the Heart by Ravi Zacharias- Ravi Zacharias breaks down the book into chapters themed on the basic emotional needs we humans have or our heart cries, and how God answers those cries. I could probably read this one every couple of years and be blessed from it each time.

Chop, Chop- The Series of a Lifetime by L.N. Cronk- I get the same feeling about this series as I do about Les Miserables- like my heart just felt like a wrung out washcloth by the end. That’s good, that means I felt a lot while I was reading. I laughed, I cried- I really did. The series chronicles a group of friends through their lives as students, then parents and foster parents- so much real life inside this story. The writing is witty while dealing with some heavy issues.





Friday, September 2, 2016

More books!



The Mary Russell series by Laurie R. King- this is super fun series beginning around the start of the first Word War, Mary Russell meets Sherlock Holmes and thus begins their partnership of crime solving through genius. I read all the Sherlock Holmes stories, and King’s stories have all the things I enjoyed about those stories- plus female characters and a little romance- two things I missed in Doyle’s books.
Future Grace by John Piper- I could probably read this again and enjoy it just as much the second time. So much good stuff in there! There are 31 chapters so you can read a chapter a day for a month, which is what I did. It was really a timely read for me as the last chapters deal some with death, and I have had some death in my life lately.
The Back of the North Wind by George MacDonald- This is one of those children’s stories full of divine wisdom MacDonald wrote. It is about a little boy who is visited by the North Wind, and what happens as a result of these visits. I loved the imagination MacDonald had in writing this; for example- in a dream we find out that lightening bolts are actually bees that escape from the moon! How fun is that? At the end, we find out what The North Wind actually is- maybe more astute readers caught it before, but I wasn’t sure ‘til the last chapter.
The Spark in the Machine by Dr. Daniel Keown– this book was recommended to me by a friend, I would not have picked it up otherwise. It discusses the commonalities between Chinese traditional medicine and thought/acupuncture and the Western understanding of Anatomy &Physiology. It was fascinating! I will say I felt it got more technical towards the middle and end of the book, maybe more directed toward doctors than the average reader. But, I still found it interesting, and it refreshed a lot of my A&P from high school and university. 
The Cost of Discipleship by Dietrich Bonhoeffer- Confession: I didn’t actually read this one- I listened to the audiobook as I cook or do dishes. I have been meaning to read Bonhoeffer’s books since I read his biography a few years ago. This work discusses Jesus’ Sermon on the Mount, I found it convicting and challenging to my spiritual discipline and my level of love for others.
Adopted for Life by Russell D. Moore- this is audio version as well, and I am pretty sure the reader has a southern accent- just like Russell Moore? This book is about our adoption in Christ, and also how physical adoption of children is a beautiful way to honor/imitate God’s taking us and making us his own. I haven’t actually finished yet, but if I hadn’t already been considering adopting, I would be now.
Chop Chop by L. N. Cronk-  I didn’t know what to expect when I started this series. A favorite author had posted it as good and free on Amazon one day, so I got it. This series chronicles the lives of one man and the people around him- it is funny and sad and joyful- kind of like real life. I would recommend this series to any believer who has dealt with loss and heartache (pretty sure that is all of us).

Thursday, September 1, 2016

Deliverance story

This happened nearly a year ago now, I think I always meant to post it but never got around to it. I wrote the account soon after it happened though. This is when I was living with my teammate "Sue" in the capital. ( I don't know if it matters that I change her name, so I will do it just in case.)This happened while we were doing lessons in our friend Bobo's



Sue found out from Bobo, the leader of the house, that his daughter had been having attacks caused by demons, as they were talking about it, another girl in the yard said she had had problems with them too. Sue called one of our colleagues who is well connected with the local pastors to ask if she knew of a pastor in this part of the city. Our colleague called a pastor who agreed to come that afternoon. 

When he came we found out that he spoke the same language of Bobo and his family which was such a blessing, not everyone’s French was really up to par for spiritual matters. The pastor began by asking both the girls about their relationships with the demons, what they did, when they came, how long they had been with them- one girl was eager to have the demons leave, we will call her Rachel the other was non-committal and not really participating, we’ll call her Mary. He found out that both girls had two demons there, and they had been there for a lot longer than we realized.  He then asked if they were ok with being prayed for in Jesus’ name by Christians to have the demons leave; at this point Mary appeared to be asleep, but the pastor said the demon had come.  He started by singing a simple praise song to Jesus, Mary quickly left the room. 

By now most of the adults and people in the yard had come in to watch. Pastor and Sue and I put our hands on her and he started praying in French and we prayed in English, mostly “in the name of Jesus leave” or variations of that, she started kicking and convulsing and yelling, pretty much like what we see in those Darren Wilson films, and the guys came and held her down. One of the guys in the yard who is a Catholic came up and started praying with us too.  We stopped and she said one was gone and one was still there, so we prayed some more, and checked again, she was hesitant to speak, but Pastor really wanted her to say the demons were gone and to show him where they had gone, what direction. 

Then we prayed for Mary, it took longer, same basic process, I don’t know if she told him or he just knew, but he said that demon was more entrenched or it was stronger, and a snake spirit, it reminded me of one of the documentaries where that happened.  Anyway Mary was less happy after it was done and kind of sulky…we didn’t really understand all of it, how much is cultural or her personality or what. 

Then Pastor prayed for the whole family and gave his number to Bobo and the girls. He was really good with it all. I think Rachel said she wanted to accept Jesus, I don’t know how much she understood but she wanted the demons gone and they have each others’  contact information. Andy, the Catholic was visibly touched by the whole thing too and talked to Pastor afterward. So we can be praying for that whole family and future protection for those girls as well.

 Pastor  said to us “thank you for trusting me” which was super humbling because we were like “thank you for coming and doing this!”  Really, it was a good learning experience for Sue and I, and I pray that those girls are done being in bondage now. I also pray this helps lead that family to Christ.

Saturday, January 30, 2016

On the Fire



I had my house painted this week. It is a sunny yellow with white ceilings, it makes me happy every time I see it. The downside of the paint job is that here it seems that the painter doesn’t have the responsibility of cleaning up after the job. Also, they don’t use tape, or cover the floors, so there is paint all over the floors. My nieghbor girl who is my friend/cultural bridge/occasional house helper was helping me scrub paint off the floor and mop as we jammed to my running mix. Brittany and Tyler had gone into town to do a language lesson for Tyler.

 Suddenly I  heard it- crackling-really close. Since my bedroom window is in my niegbor’s yard, and they start their fire every morning near my open window, I am familiar with the sound of fire. But this was so much louder! I looked out my window and there was a large wildfire maybe a football field away from the house. There were already some people gathered- I asked if it was controlled and if we should get water- they said wait and see. Then suddenly everyone was running and shouting “get water, get water!” Then from all the different yards in the village people came with buckets of water on their heads. 

 Firefighting here is interesting. I had witnessed it once before, they burn their lands in the dry season to clear them- this is what caused this one- the wind was strong and blew it into trees and into the land outside the field. The main tool used is green palm branches, they use these to beat the fire down. Obviously water is used too, but the branches are a big part of the process. I emptied our barrel of water into buckets and handed them to passing kids on their way to help. The boys and men do the branch beating, then towards the end most people were there just standing and watching as the fire moved on away from us. The old women of the village were actually the ones who made good and sure all the fire was finished in the fields near us. 


Had the wind been blowing towards our house, there would have been little chance of the house not being burnt, but the wind took the fire into the empty land to the left. God is good. Several people asked if I had taken pictures, but I can’t find my camera battery right now! I really wish I had it, because a palm tree behind our house caught on fire, and once I knew no houses or people were in danger, I marveled at the site. It was like our own burning bush- the center was burning but the branches and trunk didn’t, and it stayed burning like that- fireball in the middle of the palm tree, for a while.
Thank God with me for protection and provision; for good neighbors and for happy yellow hallways.